.::stupidinfatuations::.

My heart overtaking my actions

clouded by the swirls of it’s desires

my feet striving to stay grounded

but infatuation a worthless liar

so there she was

bold, beautiful, and bright

my heart a swarm of desire

finding its lost delight

curiosity the wings that give passion flight

for to hold back I know I should

reason losing its purpose

forgetting all of the things for which I stood

running on pure emotion

lost in a rising fog of “love”

trying to gain a sense of confidence

desire just not enough

in her direction I move myself

directing my steps with care

transcribing my emotions

while fronting a confident stare

my heart in my hands

I offer it with no regard

I put faith in the moment

hoping not to get scared

but like driving through a neighborhood

looking for a home to live

I pulled into a house that wasn’t mine

an estate with no shelter to give

with confidence fleeing the scene

hope following at the same pace

I walk away smiling

then turn with tears down my face

my heart a constant state of ruin

uneducated passion plotting my hearts course

should have been more careful?

looking back in remorse

Oh to find the love I crave

the thirst to be longed for

the joy of being desired

the hope of never being sore

to find a veracious beauty

unconditional in it’s intentions

hungry only for my affections

never having to feel the malaise of rejection

never having to feel the malaise of rejection